I just need to write. Trying to hide a bit, I don't know. Very simple layout, and I happen to love that pic of Kami hehe. "Would you?" I don't know really. I meant to write "Would you kill your best friend?" but that's too much battle royale.
oh well, *shrugs* i dunno. made some sort of blends at livejournal and diary-x, not too fancy but hey it's something. I actually like the Gackt one at LJ. He looks like hell, kinda drugged or something.. ;P Kinda like me. Hehe. No, I'm not back on drugs but hey.
Went to sign up for the drivers license course or whatever you say too. It's cool. I guess. Went with Camilla. Doesn't matter how much I actually like to spend time with her, when we talk you know "deep" it's like if... like if I dunno. All's about her. Not that I wanna brag or whatever but yeah. When will people start to care about me? Yeah, yeah, whatever. "How are you?" People ask. Of course they do, stupid. It's normal, regular, standard. But some don't. Not to me atleast. I ask, "how are you?" reply: "ok" ... and that's all. Not one single fucking word about how I feel. Even though I ranted about it at Livejournal or whatever.
Would you kill your best friend? Whoever that is, cause I'm seriously doubting it's me.
Oh here we go again. Stupid fucking emobitch, shut up.
I guess I'll just stop bloggin, stop actually talking. Yeah. It will probably be better that way... but still..
She wrote a comment at LJ about how I have become more like her, and I know that she liked me more back then... back a few years, but ... it was easier to be careless back then. Back then she at least gave me a hug when we went offline. Back then I was actually a priority...
But I guess it's all my fucking fault. It usually is. I'll shut up now.