I don't know really... Everything is just really spinning around right now. I can't really think straight, but I won't go to sleep. I don't want to go to sleep. Listening to BoA-Where are you... it's pretty. And it makes me think of SY... weird, hu? Nah, not really.
I need to take my pills too, but I dunno... All these pills are making me sick. Just... sick. I can't stand it. And I have to get downtown tomorrow... or someday. I don't know... it's all just really... weird. I need iron. I need vitamines. But water should give you all that. It should. Cause water is healthy...
Flying without wings. It would be nice... to fly without wings, he? Haha. No, I know it's not litterialy... or however it's spelled. My throat hurts... and no. It's not cause I threw up, cause I didn't. Didn't do that... in a long time actually. Can't handle it anymore. I've been too tired sometimes... lol. Thought about it last night, but I was too tired. And I don't want to throw up... Well, throw up cause you're sick doesn't count. Haha. Oh well...
It's funny. How something just can... disappear like that. I was happy a few days ago, but now all of the sudden I just feel like if I lost it all... everything. And I need to clean and dish and all... I don't know. Really... My smile is breaking a part.