Okay so what the fuck am I doing here? Huh? I should be sleeping. Or even better, I should be out, being just as drunk as you can be, and doing whatever - just to get stoned. Bah. Fuck it. Nothing I do is good enough, I get it. Probably, if this continues, I'll end up celebrating xmas alone. Bah.
As I was waiting for the bus these guys, obviously drunk, drove by and i just wanted to ... yell at them to stop and bring me. bah. I wanted to. Why didn't I? Okay so I miss my OLD times, kay?! Good. I want to get stoned, screw around and just do whatever. Exactly. Whatever is what I do best. Whatever. Back then people didn't care. Now they do?! What for?! Care for what, huh!? Exactly! NOTHING! So just leave it. Blah.
And exactly why won't a car run over me?!