hey. you. yeah, you. who do you think you are? being happy and all that. pfft. dont believe in fairytales, you silly. it will never turn out like that. of course you will have your happy periods, but c'mon. you know why too, don't u? yes, exactly. you only have happy periods, happy moments and memories cause it will hurt so damn much later, you see? when this period is over, you will be back to the sad and pathetic creature you've always been and always will be. and when you think back about your happy days you will feel this razorsharp knife cut through your heart, and you'll bleed. bleed bleed bleed bleed. isn't it pretty? blood is pretty, dear. of course it is. and you know it well, don't you? Yes, I know you do.
So don't be silly and think you'll be happy forever. You know it won't turn out that way. Aww, you want to die? Oh, poor baby. You won't die. Why would you die? Huh? Dear, you do not deserve death. Death would be such a... peaceful place to be in, don't you think? Isn't that exactly why you want to be there? Yeah, I thought so. However. Death doesn't suit you. Suffering and pain does. Ne? You get it? ^_^ Yes, that's right. Suffering and pain suits you. Happiness only lasts for a little while... That's true. ^-^ Good baby.