Okay so I just got home from school. wow im online at msn or well... I got out of school at 1.30, but i was downtown, went to the eyedoctor and some. ^^ Went with SY to eat gosh, i ate XD and then she got a new pair of jeans. lol. it was so funny... she thought about getting a "26" but when the dudes that worked there said like "but if 25 is just a little hard to button, then you should take them." and she was like... thinking about it for a few hours o_O; and then finally decided to try them on one more time.. lol. she couldnt button them so she asked me to help her. lol. that was rather ironic. "This feels awkward, Saza..." however it was funny. hilarious. and it was all really... i dunno. wow? haha. so my time downtown today was great. however, school wasn't as great.
Since it's tuesday I sit by the comp. all day and SY have her normal classes. We had lunch, and I ate too much. Which made me throw up... not cause it was too much, cause of these fucked up feelings/thoughts and you know. when you make yourself throw up, or just throw up in general, you get tears in your eyes, right? So.. when I came out from the WC and met her just a few minutes later, she asked me if ive cried... and i denyed. well, hello! I didnt cry... really? just threw up and after we went to our corridor always empty she finally after alot of screaming forced me to tell her... and of course that cause more screaming. haha. that was almost funny, but yeah... Other than that... nothing much happened really. I realized I'll go to Japan in 2006 to study. ^^ That's neat? Found some info and a guide how to do. And I'll ask my student counsellor some questions tomorrow. ^^ That's neat, right? ^_~ Oh well... off to exist.