Okay another cheesy entry is coming. Cause I'm just in deep shitty love.
Right now im listening to gackt's song "kimi ni aitakute" and i mean, hello. does it fit or does it fit? i mean... SY i want you here. >< more than anything! >> no, not in THAT way. i just want a hug... like that hug in school today. ;_; well... i cant help but smiling. its all so weird... i mean... for once i actually feel happy. maybe it's just cause it's so damn late, but i actually feel happy. u know? and it's like... this is totally the wrong period to be happy at. i mean, her dad hates me XD we cant be together officially and everything on that level sucks, but still im so frickin happy. i donno, maybe i was without her for too long or something, but just... thinking of her makes me all giggle-ish. I mean, right now i have butterflies in my stomach, only cause ill meet her tomorrow. i mean... dah. lol. i mean... im... in deep shitty love. i love her. yes i do do do. i do do do do love her. im all... wowish smileingish here now... so ... thrilled. i should go to bed... and i know she's awake. maybe i should call her? and fall asleep on the phone with her, like we did... only a few days ago? that was funny... "Kimi ni aitakuteee" Aitai yo!!!!! Saranghaeyo. ^_^ Okay, so who ever wanted to get love described in words? whoever it was is one stupid person. i mean, im trying, but im not succeeding. i guess just people have to watch and look at me to understand... im... all... girl-ish. girly girlish... im in love people, ok? And im happy. ;D (still addicted to blood, but...) I'm happy. I'm frickin happy and it feels great. lovelovelovelove Oyasumi nasai ^^