Okay so am I supposed to tell you what I did today? I don't know... but my day was beautiful. Wonderful. Lovely... Started out all boring though... had boring math, and even more boring Swedish B... a short break and even moore boring Swedish C. lool. however, after school me and [insert annoying & pissed off word] Karin went downtown to try to find something for Van, as it's her b-day at Friday. Anyhow, being at the bank and gettin' some money, and then trying to find stuff... it was rather boring, 'til SY joined us... and then we found what we wanted in about... 20 minutes? XD (might add that i pierced my ear while we were waiting for SY XD) anyhow, after getting the gifts and blabla, Karin had to go... and to be honest, i could finally relax... and then me and SY went to "WASABI" a sushibar here... and she had some sushi, while i had some japanese... chicken. ^^ It was nice... neat... lovely... T_T we had a really good time... she told me about her father, (who i btw hates more than anything XD) and well... she saw my reaction to it, and said like "dont go there, ok?" it made us both laugh, and well... it was just really neat, ok?
after that, she followed me down to the busstation, which was completely BLACK. really.. one bus every ten minutes, but other than that.. totally pitch black. no people, no train, no nothing... that's where the whole-lovely-part enters. we were waiting for my bus to arrive, and we were holding hands... *melts* Yes, my heart was all "DOKIDOKI" but we held hands, and i could tell by her grip, that she was just as nervous as i. and well, my bus finally came, but it was about 15 minutes early, so we sat down and waited for a while. talking about random stuff like school and stuff... before it was about 4 minutes 'till my bus would leave... then we said like... "see ya in school tomorrow, ok?" and then we hugged... which turned out to be more or less two girls makin' out at the bus station... and then, with a last look in her eyes i entered the bus home... and she went to her taek won do practice...
On the bus she sent me an sms... and i wont write it down here, but i can tell you what the meaning of it was... "If my dad wouldnt be so damn fucked up, we would have been together for a longer time, but let's keep this a secret?" That's kindof what she wrote... not exactly those words, but still...
Im in deep fuckin' love man.... and im loving it.