Gah. Screw happy mood. I love her and I want her back. there. Said. haha. Now if you can't accept that, fine by me. Let me have my own misery, and if you love it, ask me and I'll tell you more. Then you'll feel veery good, I swear.
Anyhow, I just realized. well, "just"... does anyone really trust me? No. Really... no. Some people say they do, but then, when you're there and asking, "wanna talk about it" you get the lovely reply "No, I'm fine. You wouldn't understand anyway." No? I wouldn't? Fine, drop it. But don't you come and tell me I'm a bad friend. Fuck I am. I'm trying, but if you don't trust me, fine don't. Myself I trust a few people. Very few people... some I trust, without telling a few things, cause I know how their reaction to it will be, and some I trust to 500% and tells them everything, cause they listen and no judging. But hey, that's just me. Just Me.
Other than that I have nothing to say. I'll go offline soon, I'll listen to some good music, and I'll study some mandarin. I really need to study hard for this test... I have to get an A on it. A+ wouldn't hurt. haha. ^^' but to be honest I don't think it's too hard... my problem right now is the kanji for 1-10. lol. Haha, I know 1-4... and 8... and 10... and 5. Haha... see? I'm good. XD Oh well... now I'm off to study. Fuck everything else. I'll just live for this... whatever "this" is. If you wanna reach me... call my cell. ;D Kristi too!! ^_^; Haha. Yeah.. Kristi~ Fun talkin on phone with you for like 10 seconds. XD Oh well... Sayounara~