Okay, so I went downtown with a few friends... and it felt great. One of them was SY... the lovely SY that I'm fighting to get over. However, with the other people around we couldn't really talk about us, but still. We exchanged looks and all... and we had a very good time. lol. She's my guinea pig. haha. That's an inside joke, but she can sound like one... and it cracks me up all the time, so yeah... And, hopefully, Tuesday the 16th Nov. We'll go and see the movie "House of flying daggers" so I'll just cancel that download I have now. ^_^; Hehe. That's pretty weird, huh? But it's not fun if I saw the movie huh?
Oh well, I don't know what to write really, I'm happy at the moment. It feels good, and still I'm trying to get over her, and I'm working on it. Anyhow... it will be great to spend time with her. I mean, actually, it's helping. To be with her, since she's acting like normal, like if we were just friends... that feels great. I mean, it will take some time before I get over her, and I tried when I met Malin, but hey, Malin was just one night... SY was a couple of months, and I actually loved... still love SY. So it's hard, but I'm trying. And that's what's counting, isn't it?
Thing is, I'm in deep shit with this love thing, but it'll turn out to be just fine, I know... Somehow I will get over her... I hope. Really, I do. I will never forget her as my actually... first real girlfriend, but hey... even if I'm just friends with her, that'll be enough. After all I just want her company. And it'll make me happy to be with her... in that way.